So as I write these thoughts,
My mind is completely lost
Love is all that I have left
Love for a Savior who was put to death
Put do death so I could live
And that gift,
He continues to freely give
But as I sit and spit this rap
The gift is what I'm getting at
And I think of my selfishness
All the times I have continued this
Idolized other relationships
Lusted after what I could not get
Better yet what I knew was death
But not the death He was tortured with
Instead of dying to the flesh
I am living in this mess
How many times does He offer it?
When in the back of my mind
I know I’m not gonna quit
So why do I ask for forgiveness then?
What is the true price for my sin
That I continue to selfishly live in?
So repentance is what I am aiming at
It’s a change of life and of habitat
Excuse me, I meant to say habits
Silly rabbit, these tricks aren’t even for grown ups
So I throw my hands up
To the El Shaddai most high
The One who reigns most supreme
Over all earthly kings and queens
So I bow on my knees
And my sin He frees
Washing me pure as snow
So, that I know, I never have to live in this
This guilt and shame of my sin
Because of Him
I was born again
