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Saturday, June 19, 2010

The End and A New Beginning




I can't even begin to describe the joy that came with today. I am going to miss this place. This will probably be my last post before I head out, because I fly out Sunday at eleven p.m. (24 hours from now).

Since I have been here, this place has become home. The first day I was here, we were greeted by a golden retriever named Hannah. Immediately I knew that I was going to feel at home here. This hospitality house has been a huge blessing. Being blessed with three meals a day, a bed to sleep in, air-con, (what everyone calls air conditioning here) and just a family of brothers and sisters, has been amazing. I am really going to miss this family that God has given me here. These relationships that have been formed, will be sorely missed. As I have constantly been reminded though; God takes people in and out of your life for a reason. If it is God's will, I will be here again, and if not I know I will see my brothers and sisters in heaven.

Today started with going to watch the guys indoor soccer game. They were down 7-1 and almost came back. They lost 7-6. Even to see the happiness on their faces after loosing was humbling. Yes, they lost a close game, but they didn't let it ruin their day. I am such a competitive person that a lot of times when I loose it can affect my mood. It was great to see them know that it is just a game, and go and enjoy the rest of their day. After the game we went to get ice cream at Lucky Burger, and then went to hang out at the guys house. I played a little Halo 2 and then took a nap. I swear, I have taken more naps here than I have in the past two years of my life! It was good to rest and relax. We then went and took a boat ride from five-thirty to seven-thirty. It was all of the Asian Hope guys and girls, with Dan and his family, and then our team. It started raining, but that didn't stop us. We all hung out, ate ham and cheese or pb&j sandwiches, and just enjoyed each others company.

I got some time to just sit back and observe everyone. Seeing constant joy, laughter, smiles amongst everyone really made me happy. At the same time I began to become sad. I know that really soon I will be leaving this family of brothers and sisters. These relationships and bonds with my brothers and sisters in Christ that have been formed here are going to be hard to leave. I guess it is a lot sadder leaving here because I knew that I would be coming back to the states and I would see everyone there again. I have no idea if I will ever see these guys or girls again. That is hard to think about. I know that God will never cease to continue moving in each and every one of their lives.

Father, I thank you for this opportunity you have given me. I thank you for constantly showing up and being here through the good and the bad of this trip. I thank you for the strength to endure! I thank you for every brother and sister in Christ you put in my life through Asian Hope, and I pray that you would constantly be with them day in and day out. I have seen you in them every day and I know you will always be with them. I praise you for the amazing things you are going to do in their lives. Give us safe travels Father as we leave and go back home to the States. Thank you again for this opportunity to serve you with the gifts and talents you have given me. Thank you for constantly humbling me and showing me Your will! I love you Father.

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Friday, June 18, 2010

Making the Most




I have a little less than 48 hours left in Cambodia. Although we have such little time left here, it still seems like people are still arguing, disrespecting each other, and just being selfish. Conflict is going to happen, but I am just sick and frustrated with it all!

"My advice is to make the most out of your time left! Put all your energy, even if it is running low, into the people in Cambodia and that will take the focus off the group and all their problems. Let them deal with their own problems and they can be too busy wrapped up in that and miss out on the last few amazing experiences Cambodia has to offer."

Thank you Susanna. Your message was really encouraging, and that was definitely truth that I needed to hear. While yesterday I was focused on people's frustrations with each other and people being selfish I decided to forget it all today. Instead I watched as kids, who literally have almost nothing, smile, laugh, play, and have fun. I watched them forget any worries or troubles and play basketball, soccer, and just run around carefree. I am definitely beginning to respect those who do childrens ministry. Little kids can wear you out! I definitely respect those who have the heart and the calling to do that. It has also further shown me that my calling and passion is youth ministry. While I love little kids and playing and talking with them, it is something I know I couldn't as my job. I struggled trying to tell the kids the story of Noah's Ark today. I laughed at myself as well because most people could just do it, and make it a fun thing for the kids. All I could do was just read it from the Bible. It was very humbling to know that there are things that I am not gifted in and others are, and vice versa.

After we finished with "The Carnival" for the little kids we ate and I went to the LOGOS guys house to hang out. We watched a movie, I got schooled in ping pong by David (who is a lot better than he leads on), and I played some old school Halo 2 with them. It was good just to relax, laugh, joke, and just hang out with the guys. I am really going to miss hanging out with them when I leave. I know that God is definitely in those relationships that were formed. Just getting to know every one of these guys and girls has been amazing. God has taught me so much through them, and to see them constantly happy no matter what is so very humbling. Literally I can't tell you one day where I have seen them mad, or upset, or frustrated. They always have a smile on there face, and are always speaking positively. That is something HUGE to see. I know that there are a lot of little things in my life that I have constantly complained about before, and still do at times. These guys and girls though hardly ever complain, and do everything with a smile on there face. So humbling.

Tonight we went to Dan and Carolyn's house to celebrate Fanny and Tia's birthday. We had signed cards, and Mrs. Carolyn had got a cake made for the both of them. All the guys and girls were there. We all played Dutch Blitz, ping pong, talked, and laughed. It is amazing to see how Dan and Carolyn have become like a mother and father to these kids. There passion is definitely for these Asian Hope boys and girls. After we left there, we went back to Big Mikes to watch USA play Slovenia. Tie 2-2. USA definitely should have won though. It was good to just enjoy my last few days here and have fun watching soccer and hanging out with a few of the guys.

Tomorrow we get to go root on the guys in another indoor soccer game for their tournament. I am going to miss all of the guys and girls, and even though I have 48 hours left here, God is still moving through these relationships with these kids. I praise God for constantly reminding me of my call to youth ministry, and constantly teaching me through youth and others.

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Persecution




I have been in Kampong Thom province since Monday, and just got back around 6 pm today! This province was three hours away from Phnom Penh. These two and a half days there were really a struggle for me. I am just exhausted. Plain and simple. Physically, mentally, spiritually, emotionally I am spent. I need time to relax and reflect on what God has done here and the ways He is working. I know that I really won't get that until I fly back, in four days, on Sunday.

Today what I have on my heart isn't really personally about what I saw while we were in Kampong Thom. What I have on my heart is a verse I read today on the way back. It comes from 2 Timothy.

"This is my gospel, for which I am suffering even to the point of being chained like a criminal. But God's word is not chained. Therefore I endure everything for the sake of the elect, that they too may obtain the salvation that is in Christ Jesus, with eternal glory." --2 Timothy 2:8-11

It was my turn to talk tonight at group meeting. I could tell about where God had shown up today, or ask a question just basically whatever I wanted. I decided to read this scripture and ask the question, "Where have you suffered, or been persecuted for your faith?" Since we have been here, I haven't really felt persecution for my beliefs. Most of the people we interact with on a daily basis know God, and are striving to have a relationship with Him. That is one expectation I had coming here as well. I wanted to do street ministry, I want to take the word to those that are persecuted for sharing it. That expectation just like ever other was shattered.

Now Paul and the apostles were repeatedly beaten, whipped, and persecuted not only physically but with words as well. A lot of times, myself included, limit persecution to being beaten or physically hurt for sharing the news of Christ, but that is narrow minded. We can be persecuted with words as well. Many people persecuted Paul by speaking against him and speaking lies about him to the churches he was writing to. As much as Paul was persecuted, he doesn't tell us to give up! He tells us God's word is not chained. He also tells us that he endures everything so that others may obtain salvation in Christ Jesus. While it is easy for us to get discouraged or say someone is lost and give up on them, that is not what we are called to do! Anytime we speak to the lost, or even believers, (because we even have a hard time being called out) it is going to be hard. We may be persecuted, whether we are beaten with clubs or with words. We may be mocked, laughed at, spit upon, but we are called to endure. It comes back to the basic truth that we have been taught since we were little: "We are all children of God." Therefore we endure persecution so that our brothers and sisters may know the good news, so that they may receive salvation.

Father I pray for my brothers and sisters who are persecuted daily. Father I pray that they would constantly be reminded of your Truth to bless those who persecute us (Romans 12:14). Father I pray you would give them the strength and endurance to persevere in times of struggle or persecution. Father I pray that you would constantly encourage them by your word. There are people all over the world who are suffering for you! Show them how to rejoice in their suffering! Give them strength father, give them endurance. I love you Lord!

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Blessed are the Merciful



For the past two weeks we have attended church at LOGOS. It has been amazing, and the pastor there has been speaking on the beatitudes. For those of you who don't know what they are look in Matthew 5:1-12. This pastor is someone I have come to admire and respect just by listening to two of his sermons. The way he preaches is very humble, and you can see the fire and passion he has in his heart for God. He cares so much about his congregation as well! Today he spoke on Matthew 5:7: "Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy." It was really good to hear him expand on this. Although these beatitudes are simple things, there is more to them than just the words. There is context, and there are other Scriptures to back it up.

What is mercy? Anything good that comes to us from God is mercy, and every human being on this planet is a recipient of God's mercy! "For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord." --Romans 6:23 We all sin, so every breath we take, and every moment we live is mercy given to us by God! Mercy is not justice! Mercy, unlike justice, can never be deserved or earned. The merciful will be shown mercy. Jesus wasn't explaining how to receive mercy, but He was speaking of those who were already merciful.

In Matthew 18:21-35 we have the Parable of the Unmerciful Servant. This servant owed his master ten thousand talents. It is said that Rome taxed a small city 600 talents. So you can only imagine how much money it was, millions of dollars. This servant was shown mercy, yet he did not show mercy to another servant that owed him only a hundred denarii. This was nothing compared to what he owed, yet he sent the other servant to prison. Just because you receive mercy does not mean you are merciful! In Matthew 18:32-35 it tells us:

Then the master called the servant in. 'You wicked servant,' he said, 'I canceled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. Shouldn't you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?' In anger his master turned him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed. "This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart."

Verse 35 literally shook me to the core when I heard it. It scared me. I thought about the times I haven't truly forgiven those who have wronged me. I may have said I have forgiven them, but truly I didn't. It is not enough to do merciful things though. These beatitudes are not just a checklist, but we should make them apart of who we are in Christ!

GOD HAS BLESSED US WITH EVERY ONE OF OUR SPIRITUAL GIFTS! IF WE ARE NOT GROWING IN MERCY, WE HAVE FAILED, NOT GOD! These messages are so simple, yet so deep and something that we forget about every day! It is so humbling to be reminded of these things. God is alive! Father I praise you for your wonderful servant, and thank you for the words You spoke through him. They were definitely Your words, and not his. I praise you for the Truth that you spoke and continue to speak through him. Thank you for showing up and speaking to me. Thank you for challenging me in this! Continue to challenge us everyday!

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Loved, Blessed, Encouraged




Wow. Where to begin talking about today? Today was just a steady stream of encouraging conversations. Although physically I haven't been feeling up to par, (just a headache and my ankle being hurt) that hasn't affected my day at all. We woke up this morning and went to watch Tia, Krumm, Hock-Lee, David, Jonathon, Veassna, and Pov play their indoor soccer game. It was so fun to watch the constant, fluid motion of the way that they played. They were all very skilled, and it was so cool just to cheer them on and watch them play. They won 5-4!

We went back to the Sanctuary, ate lunch, and then headed off to the Asian Hope elementary school to paint again. We finished one of the rooms, and then got the other two about 3/4 of the way done. Rebecca and I had some good brother and sister time again just to talk and laugh. It am so blessed to have her on this trip, and just overjoyed that God has blessed me by putting her in my life. We just constantly encouraged each other. We are both missing home a lot, but know that we can't focus on home just yet, and that God still has us here for seven more days! I then opened up two prayer letters today. One of them was from Will and was supposed to be opened on this day, and the other was from Cynthia. It was so encouraging to read both of them and they both spoke truth into what I have been struggling with lately.

I will start with Wills first. Will let me just tell you that the words you write have been so encouraging. Constantly encouraging! It is so awesome to see how God uses these letters as well. Every time I have read one of your letters, it has always pertained to what God is showing me, or what is going on in my life. I was really encouraged by your advice. Thank you for reminding me that God will answer my prayers for rejuvenation. I have felt really drained lately, but God has definitely given me the strength to continue to seek Him, and live it out. Thinking about home has been on my mind lately, but you are right. "Every single day is a gift. God numbers them and hands them out- live out the Spirit." Even though I am on the last leg of the trip, I have to live out and seek Truth day by day. Thank you!

Next Cynthia! I really should have read this letter two nights ago on the 10th like I had scheduled it out, but I forgot. It really spoke to the situation that happened. I really wanted to go to the LOGOS boys house, but God had different plans. In your letter you wrote: "We must be ready to allow ourselves to be interrupted by God. God will constantly crossing our paths and canceling our plans. Not our way, but God's way must be done!" I make a lot of plans for myself in my life, but often times that is changed. Just as I wanted to go to China at first, but God called me to Cambodia. Thank you for reminding me of that and humbling me in that. I love both of you so much, and am glad God has blessed me with both of you!

We then went to eat at Pizza Company tonight and I got to see John and Joseph again. It was really good to see them again, and just catch up and talk. It had been about a week and a half since we had seen them last. Joseph really encouraged me in my writing. Lately I have been feeling like the things that I write have no importance or significance at all because we have the same routine everyday. Joseph really helped me to see otherwise. "A lot of what youth ministry and mission work is living in the valley. Yes, we do have those mountaintop experiences and that is great, but a lot of times we are in the valley, and we aren't always going to see what God is doing. He is there, and He is moving!" Thank you Joseph! I really appreciate the encouragement, and am so glad that God put you in our teams life!

After that I came back to the Sanctuary, and then had a great conversation with Dan's wife Carolyn. I was just constantly encouraged by her, and she told me that she had really seen God moving in me and working through me. That it was good that I had been there just to be friends to these kids. She just asked me a lot about my family, and how they had dealt with me coming to Cambodia, and I just got to tell her a little about myself. She is very wise, encouraging, and definitely a mother not only to her own children, but to these LOGOS boys as well.

For now, its time to go watch USA beat England in some soccer. The game starts at 1:30 am here, and so we are probably going to be up until 3 am! Good thing church is at 11:30. Thank you all back home for the prayers and encouragement! I appreciate all you praying for me, my team, and just constantly thinking of us. I love you all!

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Friday, June 11, 2010

Always Being Taught




I thought of home a lot today. I don't really know why, I guess its because we only have eight days left and reality is setting in that we are eventually going to have to leave. It isn't at all selfish in the fact that I am ready to leave this country. I love it here, and this trip was definitely a blessing from God. I still have eight more days though, so in no way do I plan on consuming my thoughts with home. I do miss my family the most though. I can't wait to see them, and share with them all the things God has done, and will continue to do.

Today started out just as every day this week has. Prayer at 7:30, then a wonderful breakfast (always!), then off to the Transform Asia School. Today was our last day there. It was really sad to say goodbye to these kids today, and knowing that we are probably never going to see them again. I will never see fully what God did through us at this school, but I know He moved through all of us. He definitely moved through the LOGOS kids. They were always there to bring a smile to a kids face, or comfort them if they were sad or crying. The realization of how much impact you can make on a kids life just by being present, is something God has definitely taught me while working here. These dump site kids definitely had joy on their face every day when we walked in the door. Being the Sociologist that I am though, makes me wonder what they are going to think when we don't show up Monday.

After we got done working, Kevin, Josh Riggs, and myself went to play basketball with the LOGOS guys, and some of the teachers from LOGOS as well. The first two games I played, I was a little rusty. Today definitely went better than yesterday though. I was being competitive while just having fun playing, and by the third game I was making shots and playing well. Well, that was until I sprained my ankle. Don't worry mom. If you read this, it is only swollen a little and I am icing/taking care of it.

Tonight went really well. Once again God is teaching me so many things. Being patient last night opened up the opportunity for us to go hang out at Dan's house tonight. We ate dinner at the Sanctuary, and then headed over to Dan's house. There we had ice cream, played Dutch Blitz, and played some Mafia as well. Relational ministry! I am constantly taught patience through everything, and am constantly humbled every day! As for the next eight days, I am excited to see what God has in store for us here and in the provinces. We leave for the provinces on the 14th and come back the 16th. For now though I have a fun filled soccer day tomorrow! Watching the LOGOS indoor game at 9 am, watching the World Cup Korea vs Greece game around 6 pm, and then going to Big Mikes to watch the United States vs England game! Now its time for some sleep.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Constantly Learning




Frustrated, upset, impatient, these can all be words that I use to describe myself. I am very much like this all the time. It is much harder to be calm, and patient especially when things don't go your way.

This morning and afternoon was great. It was probably the most relaxing day of work we have had yet, and I think it is because they are running out of things for us to do. That is a good thing though! The guys from LOGOS didn't show up until about 11:30 because they woke up early to go get their liscenses. The brought us some phenomenal doughnuts when they got their, and then we all ate lunch. Tia and Hock-Lee came and sat down immediately beside me. Hack-Lee pulled out a World Cup bracket and we started looking at it and planning what games we were going to watch, who we were rooting for to win, and how the bracket worked in general. I really enjoy hanging out with these guys. I am very much a relational ministry person. I believe in forming relationships, and ministering through loving through those relationships. I get really frustrated when that doesn't happen, or when the opportunity presents itself and something else gets in the way.

We left the school at 3:30 today, and walked back to the Sanctuary. Dan then drove us to LOGOS to play soccer. Kevin, Fanny, Abby (Dan's daughter) Alex, Charles, Josh Riggs, Dan, and I played a game of basketball first. Then the boys showed up around 5:30. Krum, David and Jonathon (who are twins), Charles, Alex, Josh Riggs, Keivn, and I then played a game of indoor soccer on the basketball court. I loved it. I got to exercise today, and actually make myself sore. Afterwards the guys scrimmaged for their match they have on Saturday. I left to go get cleaned up, and was invited by David to come to eat and hang out at the guys house. I agreed because I thought our meeting was at seven, and I could head over there at eight.

Wrong. Enter Frustration.

We didn't sit down to eat until seven-thirty and didn't start meeting until eight. Which meant we weren't going to get out of meeting until nine or later. They lock the guys house up at nine and then they have to be in bed by eleven. Immediately I became upset. Like I stated earlier, when things get in the way of, or stop me from relational ministry I get upset. My attitude just changed. We aren't just called to work with these kids for two-three hours and then not see them again until the next day. I was personally invited to come hang out, and then I just don't show up because we have team meeting.

"Be patient"
God its a team meeting, this is ridiculous.
"You want to have relational ministry? How can you if you don't know my children?"

What do you mean? Then I thought for a second. It was Melissa's night to share her testimony. This is just as important. Building relationships with my team members is just as important as well. Krystle also reminded me before group started that we ate with the kids last night, I played soccer with them today, I am palying basketball with them tomorrow, we are going to watch their soccer match Saturday morning, we are watching the World Cup Korea vs Greece match Saturday night, and all grilling out at Dan's house Sunday. Okay God, thank you. I was really encouraged to hear Melissa's testimony. She has been through so much, and the way she depended and continues to depend on God is so encouraging. She is such a wonderful daughter of Christ!

Fanny and I had a conversation about my frustrations tonight, and she really spoke a lot of Truth into me. It was definitely something I needed to hear. "Just by hanging out with these kids, you are doing something. A lot of them have a lot of hurt in their lives and aren't going to just open up immediately. Relationships take time. They don't happen over night." She also told me she could take me to the guys anytime I wanted to go! Thank You God for putting Truth into my life when I doubt or am upset. Thank You for constantly teaching me, growing me, shaping me, and molding me to be a better servant for You. I love You Father.

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Rejoice




"In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed. Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls."-- 1 Peter 1:6-9


Back to the school again today. We hung out with the kids again, and sang more songs with them. It was really great to actually interact with the little children from the dump site. They have definitely started becoming more familiar with our faces. Today after we sang songs the kids started jumping on us, playing with us, I picked kids up and started spinning them around. Just seeing the joy on their faces when we all wrestled with them, picked them up, and played with them was so awesome. It brought me so much joy. Right before the kids sat down to eat lunch they continued playing, but I started to feel weak. I sat down, and immediately I started being attacked by negative thoughts.

"You are exhausted. So what, these kids are having fun now, but in a week what difference will that make? You are just doing the same routine. God isn't using you, God isn't moving."

These thoughts were permeating through me, and I wanted to yell out! I wanted to run away. I wanted time to myself, I wanted rest. As the kids sat down to eat, I laid down on the floor and rested. I feel asleep, and woke up about thirty minutes later to eat lunch. Then got to lay down for about thirty more minutes. Those next thirty minutes were filled with talking with Tia about music. We also planned out a soccer match tomorrow, and Saturday night all the boys from LOGOS and I are going to watch the first game of the World Cup. Rested, filled with food, and realizing that God is moving so much by me hanging out with these kids from LOGOS, it was physical labor time. Josh Riggs, Alex (who is Dan's son) and I moved a huge stack of dirt, bricks, stone, and trash away from the wall so they could paint it. Then we took the bricks and stone and filled a small ditch with it so they could put concrete on top of it and finish the side-walk. Then we helped pour concrete (that was mixed in the middle of the street) and some workers smoothed it out. I also painted a little bit as well.

The rest of the day went well! We left, got showered up, and then went to eat at Big Mikes Burgers. We went to eat with all of the kids from LOGOS. It was so awesome! We watched soccer, ate food, enjoyed each others company. I ate what was called a 4x4 burger. It was two pieces of meat, two pieces of cheese, two eggs, four pieces of bacon, and french fries. I ate it all as well as Alex, and Charles. Fanny couldn't eat all of hers though, but she ate 3/4 of it. I am just so encouraged by hanging out with these youth kids, and God is further reminding me that my call and passion is youth! I can't wait to play soccer tomorrow, go watch all of the LOGOS kids play a match Saturday, and watch the world cup Saturday night. I am so blessed!

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Conflict. Resolve.




"We aren't going to know what God is doing every day. We aren't going to come in every day and have the perfect journal, or something awesome and amazing to share. We will never see the full effect, and God is going to continue teaching us about this trip months after it is over." -- Hailey

This is so true. Today we did the same thing as the past two days, and the next three days. We worked. We painted, we cut down trees, we sanded. We interacted with the little kids from the dump site and continued working with the youth from LOGOS. With routine, its sometimes hard to see anything beyond that routine. It is hard to see how by doing the same thing over and over again that it is bearing fruit. We woke this morning and had prayer at seven-thirty, as we do every morning. We were once again reminded to not let conflict between one another get in the way of what God is doing here. Conflict, conflict, conflict. It seems like that is all we ever talk about, that is al that is ever focused on. Today at lunch we had conflict between two people and one of them ended up leaving and going back to the Sanctuary. Here we go again is what I thought, but I didn't let it ruin my day. Working, and painting was great today as was interacting with the kids from the dump site and from LOGOS. Dan told us the other day that a lot of these kids from LOGOS still have a lot of hurt and a lot of pain in their life. That there are a lot of things that they struggle with, and we will never know how much being here working and hanging out with them will change them. Tirot, one of the girls from LOGOS that works with us everyday, was telling me today that if the guys don't joke around with you, tell you jokes, and pick with you it means they don't like you or really don't have an interest in getting to know you. This joking has happened every day in my daily interactions with them. We always joke with each other, pick on one another, and just have a good time. This was so encouraging to hear and just re-affirmed what Dan said.

Tonight our group went a little differently. We have met as a group every night, but it has been people sharing their testimony. We haven't really sat down as a group, reflected on where God was moving in our lives, what we were struggling with ect... So tonight was that night. It was really good to hear people voice their struggles, where they were seeing God in this trip, and how they could be encouraged. Thank you God again for showing me that its not just about my personal growth, that it isn't just about me. Melissa and Kevin both put into context what this conflict can be. "Without this conflict, we wouldn't see what people struggle with. We wouldn't see how people deal with it." God continues to show up through Melissa, and move in her. It is so awesome to see! "We can't control conflict. Conflict is going to happen. If we didn't have conflict, and we all got along perfectly it would all be fake! It is how we choose to deal with the conflict." Thank you God for Kevin and the amazing leader he is. Kevin stayed at the Sanctuary today because he was sick, and while he was here, he wrote about three pages of what he was thankful for. He read some of them to us. It was so, so encouraging. "I thank God for the relationship Chase, David, and Josh Riggs has made. I thank you for Melissa and the way she shared her story with the youth kids, and how that helped her work through her struggles. I thank you for Krystle and myself and to know that we aren't perfect leaders. I thank you for Chase and the way he interacts with these kids from LOGOS, and youth in general."

"See Chase, even though you may not see it, others do! I have a plan and purpose for YOU, and for everything!"
Thank you God!

I had a good talk tonight with Fanny. I don't think I have even begun to scratch the surface of who Fanny is, but I am learning new things daily about everyone here, even myself. It was a hard talk, but one that was definitely fruitful and beneficial. It was hard for me to hear some things, but it was something I definitely needed to hear and be challenged on. I don't feel like we are called to go through life with people constantly agreeing and affirming things in our life whether right or wrong. We need to be challenged, we need to call people out. We are the hands and the feet of God. It is more than just throwing money at an organization and saying here do with it what you want. Relational ministry is key. You must make a presence here, you must be involved in peoples lives. That is what we are doing here, no matter if we are here for two months or for two years. And its not just about being here either. It is about making an effort. I could be a presence here all I wanted, but if I never tried I would never get anywhere. I was really challenged tonight to get out and go do things. To go beyond just doing the normal routine every day. Consider the challenged taken.

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Monday, June 7, 2010

The Vine vs The Branches




I just want to start by sharing my prayer letter for the day. Thank you so much Cynthia for this quote:

"I am a vine. You are little branches. I am the only vine that reaches the ground and has roots rich in the soil. If you don't anchor yourself in me, you will be a brittle, dead branch. If you make a home in me, you will bear fruit. That's the whole point of a branch. I am your Father. You are my beautiful children, and I am your providing and forgiving comforter."

This comes from the book "Jesus with Dirty Feet" and it stresses so much what we are here to do. Today we worked in a school that was funded by Transform Asia like Asian Hope with LOGOS. These kids were orphans from the dump site. Not only do they teach these kids colors, numbers, how to read and write, teach them English, but they also teach them about God as well. If these kids don't learn about God, and learn to anchor themselves in God they will be a dead branch. It really made me think about how many people around the world don't know or believe in God. These kids are not just given a physical home with this school, but they are also given a home in God. They are being taught what it means to have a relationship with God. They are taught songs about God, and they have so much joy in their face. The fact that they are being taught about God, they will bear fruit. The seed is being planted and watered so to speak. It says "You are my beautiful children." Sometimes we forget that there are people all over the world that are God's children as well, even the ones who don't know about or believe in God. It isn't just about us and our personal relationship with God. Yes, that is important, but that isn't everything.

This also reminds me of John 15 when Jesus talks about being the vine. It also talks about pruning and that we are constantly pruned back. Because we are a part of the vine, and Jesus is the vine, without Him we will be brittle dead branches. We are constantly being pruned daily, and it is because we are part of the vine of Jesus. Jesus is the only vine that reaches the ground and has roots rich in soil. We must be in relationship with Him constantly. We must seek Him out not only in our lives, but in the lives of others as well. We must also bring this news to those that can't get it. That is what we are doing here. This quote just reminds me of why I am here, why I am called to missions, and my purpose in all of this. I didn't read this until the end of the day, but it is funny how that brought meaning to my entire day.

It seems like lately I have been going through the days just going: "Okay God, where are you going to show up? What are you going to show me? And over and over God is going: "Oh you think I am going to move there? You think I am going to show up where you want me to? Sorry, but I don't work that way!" God really showed up in this prayer letter. I am constantly learning that there are ways to experience God outside of the ways that I already know, or that are familiar to me. I am in a different country, you think that would be an easy thing to comprehend. In no way is that easy at all! God doesn't move the same way every time, and I am not going to experience Him the same way every time. I may have instances where I experience Him in similar ways, but everyday isn't going to be like that. I am not going to audibly hear Him everyday. Somedays He is going to show up point blank, slap me in my face, and say here I am! Other days I am going to have to look and search. It is constant growth, and I am constantly being transformed and shaped everyday in my thinking and in my actions. God is my providing and giving comforter. Just because I don't experience Him a certain way every day, doesn't mean I am abandoned. He is always there, and always providing.

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Sunday, June 6, 2010

The Meek




"Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled." -- Matthew 5:5-6

This morning we went to church at LOGOS. The service was so amazing. It was in English, which was something that felt different, but also something that I have no longer taken for granted. The pastor spoke this morning on Matthew 5:5-6. He talked about what it means to be meek. The world constantly tells us that it is the fierce and the strong that inherit the earth. For example, people like Genghis Khan or Alexander the Great. Genghis Khan once controlled twenty two percent of the earth. Alexander the Great also conquered and controlled a lot as well. Those things only lasted a generation, and those people both died very young. Psalm 37:8-9 tells us how the meek should act.

"Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret—it leads only to evil. For evil men will be cut off, but those who hope in the LORD will inherit the land." -- The Word

Moses is the perfect example of what it is to be meek. In Numbers 16 Korah comes to Moses and Aaron and questioned them. They told them "You have gone to far! The whole community is holy, every one of them, and the Lord is with them. Why then do you set yourselves above the Lord's assembly?" -- Numbers 16:3 Moses could have lashed out, he could have had Korah killed! Instead he was meek! "When Moses heard this, he fell face down. (FACE DOWN!) Then he said to Korah and all of his followers 'In the morning the Lord will show who belongs to Him and who is holy and He will have that person come near to him" -- Numbers 16:4-5

Meek does not mean you are weak! Greeks used the word meek to describe a stallion that had been broken or tamed. It still had power, but it was power that was under control. In Philippians 2 we are shown that Jesus was meek.

"Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death, even death on a cross!" -- The Word

Jesus had the same power as God. With one wave of His hand Jesus could have cut down so many people that opposed Him. He could have saved himself from the cross, but He did not! Jesus was meek! He didn't grasp for equality, but made himself nothing, NOTHING! Meek people are not frail! The martyrs such as Steven were not weak, they were meek! Meek people respond to criticism well, they are gentle, and they only get angry when God is dishonored. We as people get angry and retaliate immediately when we are hurt. Instead we should not be angry and retaliate, but be like Moses. So I challenge you, just as I was challenged this morning, and am constantly challenged. Become meek! Become like Moses and Jesus! Only become angry when God is dishonored. You might say this task is impossible, but Matthew 7:13 tells us:

"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it." -- The Word

It isn't going to be easy, it is going to be tough, but the meek will inherit the earth! Not the strong or those who conquer, but the humble.

Also tonight, I got a chance to sit and talk with Fanny. Fanny does the cooking and cleaning here. She just graduated from LOGOS last year, and is leaving at the end of July to go to college in Colorado. She sat down with me and just asked me question after question about my relationship with Christ. "When I first met you, I thought you were weird. You are a good weird though. I thought you were just very immature." She really encouraged me, and told me that I was growing so much. She also told me that she loved how I just knew the Bible and could spit out verses. Once again I praise God for that spiritual gift! She was just so surprised because she didn't know that I could be this serious. It was great to just talk with her, and I mainly just told her about my life which was completely fine with me. God definitely used her to encourage me though! I am so blessed every day by God! Thank You Father for constantly showing Your face!

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Pray:




Physical Labor Day today! Now isn't that what all missions are supposed to be about? Hahaha that is what I thought, and it is so funny that God has radically changed that view since I have been here. This has been a huge relational ministry mission trip, and I love it!!

We woke up this morning, and throughout the whole day it seems like tensions with the team have been running high. It has been hard because people are struggling with voicing where they have been hurt by other people. This morning at prayer our team covenant was re-read, but it seems like that really didn't help. I feel like I am the only one that comes to people when I have a problem or they hurt me. So I ask that those of you who read this would pray for our team. Pray for unity, and that God would bring us together. He is so much bigger than any petty, worldly thing that satan is using to distract us.

"Do not let the sun go down while you are angry, and do not give the devil a foothold" --Ephesians 4:26-27!

Father I pray that you would be with our team. Tensions have been high lately, and there has been a lot of bickering. I pray that you would help us to remember that no one is perfect, and that we all make mistakes. I also pray that you would help us know that we are all children of God, every single on of us is precious to you! I pray that you would not let any of us go to sleep with anger in our hearts. I pray that you would give us the strength and the courage to speak up when we are hurt, and know that you will have control of that situation! Father, You are bigger than all of this, than all of us, than anything we can imagine. Help us to remember that daily and share your love. Father I pray that we would constantly encourage each other, and view each other with the unconditional love that you pour out on us daily! I love you Father. Amen.

We got to go to the elementary Asian Hope school, paint rooms from 8:30-4:30! It was only about 3 blocks away so we just walked! It was so good to do some physical labor, but challenging as well. I was so used to the relational part that I forgot sometimes things just need to be painted. It felt so good to know that these kids would have a newly painted, nice room to have class in. I wish I could see the joy in their hearts the first day they walk into that room. Afterwards we came back, got cleaned up, rested, and then had a barbecue!

Dan and his family grilled chicken and pork, and then cooked rice. We also had duck eggs, and fried crickets! I refused to eat the duck egg (which had a dead baby duck in it), but I did eat fried crickets! They weren't bad at all! All of the LOGOS high school kids came over and ate with us. Afterwards we played Ninja, and then played some Egyptian Rat Race. Ninja is by far one of my new favorite games, and if anyone doesn't know and wants to learn, ask me when I get back to the states. Please continue to pray for our team. Prayer is so so powerful. Thank you all so much!

-_Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Friday, June 4, 2010

Trust




"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding" -- Proverbs 3:5

I am really enjoying hanging out with these Asian Hope kids! This just constantly furthers my call to youth ministry, and further reminds me why God sent me here instead of China. Thank you God! We worked with the younger elementary kids this morning. I got to work in the pool, and because most of them couldn't swim they needed a lot more people there. These kids were given life jackets, but they really had to trust us. To see the trust in a complete stranger to make sure they didn't drown or get injured was so beautiful to see. They clung to us like we were going to be the last person they ever saw again. The majority of these young kids were orphans, but to see them so happy in the situation (without parents) that they were in was just a joy to see.

As I was in the pool helping with the kids, I was also hanging out with David (from LOGOS) and Tia and some of the other LOGOS high school kids. Hak-Lee (I am not sure abut the spelling) has really been a joy to be around as well. He is so full of life, and always happy and outgoing! Afterwards Fanny brought us PB&J sandwiches with bananas. Fanny is one of the women that cooks for us at the Sanctuary (the place where we are living). Fanny is such an amazing woman of God! She is so funny, outgoing, sarcastic, and is about to move to Colorado to go to school. She has constantly cooked wonderful food while we are here, and we have been so blessed to have that!

After we ate, we got to go to a place called Kingdom Kreations. Yes, that is spelled correctly, the store spelt it like that on purpose. The woman that worked there has been here for about eight years. They have taken Vietnamese and Cambodian people that were forced out of their homes from the city and given them jobs. Their goal is to show these people how to make things by stitching and sewing, but also minister to them as well. They go once a week outside of the city and minister to these people who were forced out of their homes by the government. By forced, I mean the government burned down their houses so they could build a casino and hotel on that land. Many of the Vietnamese are refugees, and their descendants from Vietnam. The woman that runs the company shows so much care and compassion for these people. God is definitely showing me what His unconditional love is. Then we got to go to a cafe that takes Cambodian children, and orphans and gives them jobs, and gets them off the streets. One of Davids friends used to work their, and was promoted and now has his own office. David is definitely more outgoing than the other high schoolers that are working with us and comes with us to other places. He is the only one that does that actually.

God has definitely been showing me that this trip isn't just about what He is doing in my life. My eyes have definitely been opened to where He is moving in others, and that He is bigger than just my personal relationship with Him. I have definitely struggled with this and it has been a challenge. I want to get to know these LOGOS kids so much more, and want them to open up a lot more, but I know that God's timing is impeccable. As I stated earlier, I never know how much a conversation, or even just hanging out with these kids can do. I will never know the full effect of what God is doing. It is frustrating, but it is humbling as well. The way that these kids trusted us when they were swimming, I must trust God. I am constantly reminded that God is definitely here, and definitely ALIVE!

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Thursday, June 3, 2010

In Everything, You Are There




"Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine." -- Isaiah 43:1

Today is kind of a struggle for me to type. As I go through my day and recall what we did, its hard for me to see the full view of how God moved. I know that God moves through us in ways that we can't even imagine or sometimes even see. Sometimes we never see the full effect of our works. That is something that is frustrating, but so beautiful as well. We never know what a smile, a encouraging word, or a bracelet can do in a child's life.

We woke up and went to the fourth floor, which is a terrace (or roof as others call it) and had our morning team prayer. We were encouraged again to let each other know our frustrations, if we had any, between our team members. This has been something God has definitely given me the strength to do while I have been here. Just like last night when I went and talked with David about how I was upset. God definitely moves in that. I don't know why we are so afraid sometimes to let people know they hurt us. We can not let the sun go down on our anger, we can't let the devil get a foothold! So I encourage all of you to do the same back home in your relationships, or wherever you are. Remember they are your brothers and sisters in Christ! God will permeate that situation. After we prayed, we had a wonderful, huge, filling breakfast. I had three brand muffins, eggs, and a piece of toast. Once again mom, your son is not going hungry. After breakfast it was off to LOGOS!

This morning we had sixth, seventh, and eight, graders! These kids did not go to LOGOS. They went to a school that spoke 50 percent English, and 50 percent Kumar. The girls got to swim first, and the boys went and played soccer or basketball. Obviously I was on the soccer field with the kids. We split up into three teams and just alternated teams every ten minutes. These kids were so good! We also had kids in high school, from LOGOS, that were helping us as well. Two of these kids that I really have started to get to know and hang out with are Tia, and David (not to be confused with David on our team). Tia was on my soccer team today, and both of us got to play soccer with the kids and just jokingly talk noise with each other. Of course Tia's team was the only one that scored so I never heard the end of it. The kids rotated, and then we had a lesson and sang songs. When the kids left, we ate lunch and then we headed over to Dan's house.

Dan's house is right down the road from the boy's home. They have two houses side by side, with eight kids in each house, and house parents for both of those houses. I got to go see one of the houses. Most of the afternoon was filled with ping pong. All of these LOGOS kids speak great English, and are required to if they want to go there. They also have to have someone in their family that speaks English. So language isn't an issue. I held my own against David, but he beat me every time in ping pong by two points. He then took me to a little store right outside the neighborhood to get a snack and a drink. Dried fruit, and some pomegranate drink that David recommended! It was phenomenal! I got to talk with him just about his life, and what he wanted to do when he got out of the school. He wants to go into the military. He is very strategic, and when he was little he used to romp around in the woods with friends with air-soft guns and play CTF (capture the flag for you noobs out there). I didn't really get to talk with him about his relationship with Christ. As Dan informed us, some of them believe, some don't, and some just don't really talk about it. As we continue to work with them I know that that will come up. I can't wait to share with them about Christ, and listen to them about what they believe. I know that I need to be patient though. As for what is to come later? We do the same thing tomorrow except with second, third, and fourth graders. After that I am not too sure, but I know we may have some chances for some street evangelism. YES! Whatever we do though, it is all for the glory of God. I also like not knowing the schedule, because I can take it one day at a time. God is definitely here, this is definitely where I am supposed to be, and I am constantly being reminded of that daily!

I got to spend some family brother sister time with Rebecca as well tonight! It was really encouraging and good because we have yet to do that since we have been here. It was good to be reminded that she is always here for me no matter what and vice versa. I really love that girl, and can't wait to see the way God continues to grow her here, and next year as she is an intern. Rebecca you may or may not read this, but I have something for you: I want you to know what a wonderful, beautiful, amazing daughter of Christ you are. I see Him in your daily actions, whether it be hanging out with kids, or washing our teams clothes because you wanted to. I am so glad that God brought us together. Keep strength in times of trouble. Remember that God is always with you, and thank you for always being there for me. I thank you for the unconditional love you have constantly poured out into my life. You are near and dear to my heart. I praise God for you, and for your relationship with Zack. I can think of no better guy for you to be with. Both of you are great children of God. Ya'lls pursuit of God in your relationship is something to be desired. I can't wait to see what He has in store for both of you!

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Hope




The day started off with hurt and sorrow. Dan, the leader of Asian Hope, and our leader for the remainder of the trip picked us up. We parked, walked along the river, and talked about Asian Hope. We talked about Asian Hope as an organization, their background, how Jack got involved, and what we were going to be doing for the next nineteen days. As we were talking many people came up to us asking us for money, or if we wanted to buy anything. The first group of kids that we actually came upon were very nice. We gave them our water and they talked with us, and one kid flexed like he was a wrestler. The next two kids that came up to us were a different story. They followed us around for at least thirty minutes. At first they were just asking us to buy books, but for some reason one of the kids became angry. This kid was ten years old at the most. Out of nowhere he just started cussing us out. "F*** you, F*** you all." He kept repeating it over and over again. He even began to shove through us and to hit some of us. This immediately upset me. He then hit David, and David grabbed him by the back of the neck and pushed him away. Not extremely forcefully, but enough to let the kid know he was stronger. I became distraught after that. Once that happened things just progressively got worse. The kid grabbed rocks, threatened to throw them at us, continued to curse us out. Numerous times Dan had to take rocks from the kids hands. Dan sat down with the kid very calmly and talked to him, but it seemed like nothing helped. This continued to happen until we left.

I broke into tears immediately after getting on the van. What makes this kid so angry? What has hardened his heart like this? We aren't just called to serve and minister to the kids in the organizations we are with, but to everyone. I wanted this kid to see the love I had for him, but his hatred for us blinded him to that. That was something I needed to see, and this is a reality. All the kids in Cambodia aren't like the ones we have worked with. All of them don't always run and greet you, or jump and climb on you. It was something I definitely needed to see. What God is showing me with that, I am still trying to discern. When we got to the hospitality house I immediately took out my Bible.

"Turn to Matthew 5!"
Okay God.

"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men. You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven." Matthew 5:13-16

"You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.' But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you." Matthew 5:38-42

"You have heard that it was said, 'Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.' But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect." Matthew 5:43-48.

That is exactly what I needed to hear. Then Kevin came to talk with me. He spoke so much truth, and reminded me that I can't control others. Both brought me a lot of comfort, and I knew I needed to talk to David as well. We ate a wonderful lunch of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and bananas. We then went to LOGOS! This is the school that was founded by Asian Hope, and where we will be doing most of our work for the next nineteen days. This school is very diverse; filled with Cambodian, American, Korean, and Canadian students. They all speak English as well, and are required to if they go to school there. We toured the school, and it is wonderful! Three stories of classrooms, a cafeteria on the roof covered by the awning, a pool, a basketball court, and a soccer field! YES! Immediately I was like soccer that's what's up! For the next two and a half hours I got to play soccer with some of the kids from the school. These kids were anywhere from 7th-12th grade! We had three teams of 6 and we played ten minute games and rotated teams. I wasn't picked first, but I was the first American picked! Josh Riggs and I actually got picked for the same team. "Okay so here are our two goals:" Josh Riggs said "One, show these guys that we are actually decent. Two, talk a little trash." Josh likes to talk trash when he isn't that great a something hahaha. I love it. We didn't talk any trash, but we did both hold our own for playing with kids who have played soccer all their lives. And yes, I actually scored a goal, which was my goal for the day. I must admit though I did front flip at mid-field after I scored, but they all laughed and applauded.

After soccer, back home to shower up, and eat dinner. This place feels like home, it just feels right. That is the only way I know how to explain it. Dinner was a phenomenal rice and beef with french fries. Then we met as a team, and Krystle told her testimony. It was amazing! She has been through so much, and God is still working on her heart. It was great to just meet as a team as well, which we haven't done since the youth camp. Afterwards I went to talk with David. God continues to surprise me with David. He has grown so much since we have been here, and has become so receptive to hearing other people. I have gained so much respect for him, and love him so much! I now understand that unconditional love that Kevin and Krystle have for him, and I definitely have it as well! Then David, Josh Riggs, and myself just sat, talked and laughed for an hour. I love being here with these guys. Everyone! My team is full of wonderful sons and daughters of Christ. I can't wait to see the way God moves over these next nineteen days. I pray that we would all continue to be open to it, and our expectations would constantly continue to be shattered.

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Sabbath

May 31st/June 1st

ANGKOR WAT


"By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day he rested from all his work." -- Genesis 2:2

The past two days we have been in Seim Reap, resting, touring, and relaxing. I feel like we have been going and doing constantly since we have got here, and I have really got a chance to fully just sit back and rest. Even on Sunday we were working with children in the dump site. Doing God's work is exhausting. Don't get me wrong, it is a good exhausting, but even Jesus had a Sabbath. God has definitely given us rest, and relaxation and I am thankful for it because tomorrow we go to work in Asian Hope for the next 20 days!

Seim Reap is a city in Cambodia where Angkor Wat is located. Angkor Wat is a huge temple and one of the seven wonders of the world! Not only did we get to see the temple of Angkor Wat, but we got to see two other temples as well! Seeing these things made me wonder how long it actually took people to build this! The carvings into the stone as well were intricate and amazing. All of it just filled me with awe! After we went to see the temples we went back to the hotel and went and just relaxed in the pool. It felt so good to just lay in a pool and relax, especially after touring 3 temples, for an hour each, in one-hundred degree weather. After the pool I got showered up and had an hour and a half to go do some quiet time.

Back to Timothy! I read through 2 Timothy and Titus. Paul's words to both of these men are so encouraging! Passage upon passage, God was just continually speaking through me! I wish I could point out every scripture I read, but I am going to encourage you to go read them. Two that really stuck out to me were these:

"For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline." -- 2 Timothy 1:7

"This is my gospel, for which I am suffering even to the point of being chained like a criminal. But God's word is not chained. Therefore I endure everything for the sake of the elect, that they too may obtain the salvation that is in Christ Jesus, with eternal glory." -- 2 Timothy 2:8-10

Even delving into my Bible was rest. After I read through these Seth Reich (Susanna's brother, and another team member from the South LA team) came out of his room and sat down with me. We just sat and talked. We had a great talk about the Bible, understanding the Bible, and the different view points that come with it. We talked for an hour. It was so encouraging and great to get to know another brother in Christ! We ate dinner that night, and then Seth, Laura, Susanna, and I hung out and just chatted. Really getting to know Seth and Susanna has been a great joy! This morning we went to visit a school, but it was licensed by the government. The government here is really passive aggressive in dealing with other religions. They say they allow other religions, but no churches can be built within 2 kilometers of a Buddhist temple, and more and more temples are going up every day! These pastors are not supported by their church either. The money they make supports their congregation. So if a member has no money for rice, the pastor takes that money and buys them rice. That is so hard to hear, and see, and to know. We then went to a farm. There were kids that went to school out their, and from the moment we got there, they flocked to us! We got to sing songs with them, and then play a game with them. They joy on their faces, and constant smiles always radiate God! They love Him with a passion!

We flew back to Phnom Penh and went to get a massage. Yes, I Chase Fallin, got a massage. It was so awesome and relaxing. Let me just tell you, it was full body, and hour long, and only 8 dollars. More rest! We then went and had our last meal with the South LA team and then told them goodbye around 9:30 tonight. To Susanna, Seth, Diane, and Jack:

You are going to be sorely missed. Working with you this past week and watching God move within each and every one of you has been so wonderful to see. You have all taught me so much! May God bless each and every one of you! I pray that you have a safe trip home, and as you return home that you continue to use what God has shown you here. I pray that the Lord would continue to move in mighty ways through every one of you. I am so blessed to have known you all, and I thank God for putting us together to do His work! May the Lord bless you and keep you. May the Lord make His face shine upon you and be gracious unto you. May the Lord lift up His countenance upon you and give you peace. Amen. Continue to be in prayer for us as we are here for these next 20 days! I hope that we will see each other again soon! Also Susanna Darryl is reading the Bible, and praying for Carl to be safe.

Tonight I also got to skype with Cassie and Tamara. To my daughters in Christ: I love both of you! Continue to seek out what God wants for your life. Take time daily to spend with Him! I know you are busy, but the most important time of the day we have is the time we spend with Him! Seek out that time, spend it with Him, and ask for discernment in Your life. Remember, Your ultimate self worth is in Him. Not in friends, relationships, family, or anyone of this earth, but in Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior! Continue to delve in His word, and encourage others daily. Those two things go a long way, and I have definitely been taught that here. May God bless you both and continue to give strength daily! I love both of you dearly, and may God continue to show you His path. You are both wonderful daughters of Christ!

--Discerning the Call
Chase Fallin